Life is Passion

It's hard to get true relationship between people around me.
and I feel like I'm falling down to the bottom of the groud.
hard to trust someone else, and hard to open my mind truly.
opening my mind, then I keep getting some scars.
then I close my mind and my eyes again.
Ironically, I wanna open mine, but everyone thinks that I don't open it at all.
I really don't know where I should start...